Thursday, September 24, 2009

A Song That has been on my heart.....

I have been singing this song ALL DAY haha i can't get it out of my head its crazy!! but i love it....


God above all the world in motion
God above all my hopes and fears
I don't care what the world throws at me now
It's gonna be alright
Hear the sound of the generations
Making loud our freedom song
All in all that the world would know Your name
It's gonna be alright'
Cause I know my God saved the day
And I know His word never failsAnd I know my God made a way for me
Salvation is here
God above all the world in motion
God above all my hopes and fears
I don't care what the world throws at me nowIt's gonna be alright'
Cause I know my God saved the day
And I know His word never fails
And I know my God made a way for me
Salvation is here'Cause
I know my God saved the day
And I know His word never fails
And I know my God made a way for me
Salvation is hereSalvation is here
Salvation is here and He lives in me
Salvation is here
Salvation that died just to set me free
Salvation is here
Salvation is here and He lives in me
Salvation is here
Cause You are alive and You live in me
Salvation is heresalvation is here and it lives in me
Salvation is here
Savation is here that died just to set me free
Salvation is here
Salvation is here and it lives in me
Cause You are alive and You live in me
Salvation is heresalvation is here and it lives in me
Salvation is here
Savation is here that died just to set me free
Salvation is here
Salvation is here and it lives in me'
Cause I know my God saved the day
And I know His word never failsAnd I know my God made a way for me
Salvation is here'
Cause I know my
God saved the day
And I know His word never fails
And I know my God made a way for me
Salvation is here

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Seeking Generation

Sometimes i feel like life is crashing down around me and i can't seem to stop it!! and all i want to do is run, run as far away as possible. So i just have to run to Jesus and he will hold me and take all the pain and stress away. God is the most comforting person I have ever met, a couple of minutes with him puts a huge smile on my face, and i can't even begin to describe how much he changes me in that short lapse of time. Yesterday i went for a walk in the woodlot, its basically trail that you can run,bike, and walk for the students in the outdoor programs. But i was there yesterday at like 7 in the moring haha and i was just walking and listening to my ipod and i was listening to Chris Tomlin, give us clean hands, that song is amazing and it truly touched me that day, i just sat on this log for an hour and lifted my praises unto the Lord

Give is clean hearts
Give us pure hearts
let us not lift our souls to another
God let us be a generation that seeks...

This is my prayer of the week!! i pray for this generation that we want change that we won't stop or let anything get in our way!! we will stand up!! we will fight!! and we will do it together!! you and me and jesus!!! we can do it we just need to stick together are face the hard times together.

A thing that i have learned this week is that i cannot put of my god time, it is sooooo hard to set aside the time it College with the amount of work that is being thrown at, but when i take the time and go off on my own the more refreshed and humble i come back, God can is making you into someone

So just stretch your hands out to God and ask him to give you clean hands and give you a pure heart and not let me lift my soul to another, god let me be apart of a generation that seeks, that seeks your face god of jacob.

Friday, September 18, 2009

What Would Jesus Do?

My choice was to go to a non-christian college, which in its self was a tough decision, but for my program Sault College was the best one to go into. But i have to say living a Christian life outside of the safe zones, such as youth groups, church, your family, and close friends it actually really tough on me. There are so many situations that come up that i have never had to face before and in all honestly is scares me so much. Parties, Drinking, Sex are the big ones that are pulling at me, i mean purity has never been hard for me to keep by, god chose for it to a beautiful thing to be shared with you husband or wife and i will never think other wise, which is why i choose to wear a purity ring as a symbol. But the parties and drinking have been a hard pull at me at this point of time in my life. Yes, i have gone to some of the parties and yes i have met people but i do know these are not the people god wants me to be with. I constantly ask myself what would jesus say or do if he were with me today, and most of the time its walk away or turn the other cheek. So for me i find i am leaning on god more than asking for his guidance and help, so i challenge you to imagine God walking with you right at your side and constantly ask for guidance or help, i myself am taking this challege and let me tell you a day with god at your side is totally awesome and so much more fufilling!!

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Let Your Light Shine.....


Most of us can remember learning this little light of mine as kids right, well we can still apply that to our lives today, God has given each of a calling in life, but we have to be strong and confident or we will fade. Working this summer with kids coming from bad backround and staff who went through choices and struggles with there faith, i have seen first hand what kind of power that satan has on us. There was a time when we were asked the wash the feet of the people that God lead us to. So i sat their and just asked God to show the people. Once i opened my eyes i physical saw light in people bodies!! it was amazing and a little scary, but i knew that i had to go and do as God comanded of me. One by one i went to the people and asked to wash their feet, so i took them over and prayed over them, just praying that god would pour into their lives and give the confidence and just fill them up so full of joy!! I saw tears and laughter, and i felt engery and the power of God in that room, there was on person who was so bright that i thought i was going to be blown away, but washing their feet i could feel the engery of god that we shared!!!


We have to make sure that we don't let our lights go out!! we have to fight, we are in a constant battle with Satan, and God is just waiting with open arms, waiting for you to come and dwell in his home.


I have made this song my theme song haha silly i know but trust me little songs like that stick with you forever, this light of mine im gonna let it shine!!!! and i'm gonna let it shine so bright that you have to sheild your eyes, and laugh or cry at the power of my Christ!!! hahaha


Psalms 119:105

"Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path"


Friday, September 11, 2009

Dreams....

God has givin me the greatest gift ever, over the summer i have learned to love him and trust him with all of my soul and heart. This past couple of days i was on a camping trip with my class and we slept on the beach and God gave me a dream and it went like this.

I was walking along the beach, and i came across a whole bunch of patches of light and i began to run through them, you know how a child plays and goes from rock to rock or a square on the pavement!! haha, and then i saw myself and i was in the form of a small child. And then i realized that maybe God was trying to show me that i need to go back to the basics of my faith, when you were a child your love for God was so pure and your heart is so innocent!!

When i woke up i went for a walk for some time alone with God to thank him and to pray and worship alone. As i was thanking him for the dream and keeping my class safe, i heard him say go, go and stand in the light, and there in front of me was a patch of light!! i raced over and stood in this patch of light on the beach and i just couldn't help but smile and laugh and cry all at the same time!! the love of God was so overwhelming and so strong. The warmth of the sun almost reminded me a hug from God. It just made me feel so loved.

I just want you to be encouraged to search for the childhood faith that we all once experienced!! its in there we just have to let it out again!!!

God is preparing you for somthing big!!

Monday, September 7, 2009

Fallling in love.....

This summer i met a man who changed my life. He showed me what true happiness is!! He showed me things about myself that i didn't even know, he got down to my level and listened and taught me how to love, but most of all he taught me how to live. I met this man one night at a campfire, he came to me and wrapped me in his arms and called beautiful. I have never heard anyone say these words to me, so it made me feel so love and important. As the days passed we become closer and closer, he showed me all the beautiful things the world has to offer, how important the small things are. This man name is Jesus, this is my one true love.

Now that i have Jesus, i know that everything is going to be alright, through the goodtimes and bad, we will come at it as a team, wherever i go he will be with me. Knowing that there is someone who will always be there for you, who will listen when there is no one who really understands, or when you are confussed and faced with tough decisions, God is there nudging and helping you.

As the days go by i am still falling for him more and more each day, learning things about him, and finding things out about myself!!! Are you ready to fall in love??

This is a song that i started writing this summer at the ranch, its not completed but here is the beginging of it:

God, i come to you with a broken heart
Lord, i come to you cause i am so messed up
But, Lord i still come to you with a smile on my face cause I know your there for me
No matter how strong or weak i am,
I find my strength in you,
You are my healer,
You are my comforter,
So here i stand before you with an open heart
Use me.....